Lizard's Lair

OMG YUMMY!!

Sun, 18 Sep 2011 20:14:34 -0400

I made baked penne…I don’t know why I am choosing to come on here to post it but I did so HAH!!!

OMG YAY!!!!!!!

Mon, 05 Sep 2011 00:35:52 -0400

I am officially 21! The final transition into adulthood!!!

I really am so much better without you :)

Sat, 03 Sep 2011 22:39:48 -0400

I really am so much better without you :)

Never Again...

Fri, 02 Sep 2011 19:21:03 -0400

You claim that I have burned bridges when it was you all along. You made the decisions that lead to the ultimate end to what was once a prosperous and beautiful friendship. You’ve caused me so much grief over petty things, blamed me for things out of my control and of course you have made up lies that made me seem like a horrible person. You claim that it’s me to blame for this but you know for a fact it was you. I am happy with the decisions I have made and I am enjoying my life…Can you say the same thing? I think not.

I am feeling so damn AWESOME!!!! I feel like I could clean my...

Thu, 01 Sep 2011 12:08:37 -0400

I am feeling so damn AWESOME!!!! I feel like I could clean my whole house…I FEEL LIKE I COULD CLEAN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!! <3

My heart is just too dark to care…

Tue, 30 Aug 2011 23:28:54 -0400

My heart is just too dark to care…

Unrest and Bitter

Tue, 30 Aug 2011 23:24:57 -0400

I have been restless for days now…no explanation as to why…probably has something to do with my friend Amber…I really am worried about her…I really hope she doesn’t have to move back home. Along with that I am upset with my lack of financial stability. I am going to be eliminating my bank account so I can keep better track of my finances. Worse yet my hours are being cut and my job absolutely refuses to work with me in regards to getting a second job…but I REALLY need one because I can’t live off of 25 hours a week. And then my ever fleeting love life…or lack thereof…I have finally accepted that it’s just not possible right now. Oh well…Night

Work Again

Mon, 29 Aug 2011 11:36:46 -0400

It is that oh so lovely time of the week again…a ten hour shift is my gift today. 12:15pm-10:15pm…

Sadly I wish I worked longer, my hours have been cut since my promotion and it’s not boding well with me…

I am having to scrounge for Service Clerk and Grocery clerk shifts…wouldn’t mind working bakery or seafood either…I am desperate for hours…

Tomorrow I have school at 7:30am and then I have job hunting to do…

Ended in Vain

Sun, 28 Aug 2011 23:54:00 -0400

You couldn’t leave well enough alone? You couldn’t just let a calming situation heal itself so instead you act out making it once again volatile…

Fool! You masquerade as a dragon yet you are a pathetic toothless worm! You try to “talk sense” into me but you do so aggressively. I hope you have no aspirations of being a counselor or a mediator…such hopes would be a delusion of an addled mind. I don’t know what to believe…were you sent in attempts to make me think or did you do so of your own accord? Regardless things have been made worse and I am unfortunately unsure if reconciliation is best right now…or ever…

I know that we were both hurt, but I am tired of being lied about in earshot distance yet I stand by quietly and accept it. I am tired of being yelled at for a mistake out of my control. I am tired of being the one at fault when the fault wasn’t my own. Now I cry foul and I am the one who is attacked? Get serious! Worse yet, the whole story has been twisted and warped out of anger and pain and once again I am the bad guy…no, I am not THE one to blame…I merely share it…

I am living for me!

Thu, 09 Jun 2011 01:11:54 -0400

I am living for me!

In all seriousness...

Wed, 08 Jun 2011 13:50:14 -0400

Last night I went to Karaoke night as i always do on Tuesday nights with my friends. and I had my Tarot read by my friend and it was a major eye opener…I am now making a commitment to myself to get my life back together and remove all those who are holding me behind…including a guy whom I have had strong feelings for for the past year but has hurt me and ignored me many times…I have accepted that he was my learning experience and that he did help me in a way to mature and learn. I still have a long way to go before my future doesn’t present itself so bleak…pray that I will succeed in my endeavor

DUH-FUCK!?

Tue, 17 May 2011 13:34:50 -0400

SO. I submitted my descriptive paper yesterday, the post I put up yesterday about work, and I got a C D: pissed off i am >.>

Routine It Is

Mon, 16 May 2011 16:35:27 -0400

It is 11:22am, I just got out of class and I jump in the required uncomfortable garments as quick as possible and enter my ancient fossil of a car. Now it is 11:28am and I am rushing out the almost deserted parking lot. I swerve and bounce at every turn and speed bump I hit nearly throwing myself out of control. It is 11:33am, I am out on the main road. Now I am really pushing the pedal to the metal as I speed like a bat out of Hell that happens to listen to Britney Spears. The foul odor of something burning warns me, I better slow down. It is 11:53am, I made it, and just in time it looks like. I step out and almost instantly I feel as if I stepped into the Sahara as the heat beats down on my sensitive skin. Why is it that whenever I am here it feels that way? No time to think on it, I have to hurry in. 11: 56am and I am directly inside the automatic double sliding doors now and I scoot towards the right, squeezing between various temporary placed metal structures. I try to read the blinding, neon green lettering next to my name in the well used binder; I wish she would stop using that pen. C6O9 I see, or so I think, and I rush to the back. 11:59am I read on the liquid crystal display, I have one minute, better put my stuff upstairs. Back down it is 12:00pm exact, I input my secret code and in each place a dim star appears. Out the doors and my smile is back on again as I go to terminal 106. I shut of the bright light that illuminates the sign above the terminal and pull the “CLOSED” sign. I proceed to terminal 110 and I wake up the sleeping display. Bright and vibrant in color now I proceed to enter my identification number and my other secret code. I am ready to take on the action as I direct bystanders to enter my terminal. A bubbly “Hi, how are you today?” accompanied with slightly falsified smile begins my mission. I begin feeding the red laser right below me its favorite fare, a cipher of bars and numbers, as it beeps to alert me that it has been satisfied. Done, I receive their tender and send them on their way. It is now 12:04pm, darn it, four hours and fifty-six minutes until break. Welcome to Publix everyone, where shopping is a pleasure.

OMG SPIDERS!!!

Wed, 11 May 2011 19:23:41 -0400

So I have this game called Deadly Creatures where you take control over a female desert tarantula and male desert scorpion and you go about the usual predatory ways of said arachnids. Mind you that their entire usual predatory ways ends up leading to getting a major battle between the tarantula and a rattlesnake and a guy who killed another guy for money getting killed himself. The moral of the story, don’t let money run your life lest you want the never ending feud between a Tarantula, a scorpion and a rattlesnake to cause you to get killed.

You know, you should tag your posts...it will increase traffic to your page! XD

Wed, 11 May 2011 01:55:10 -0400

Teach me the ways sensei! :O

Oh How I LOVE Lori Beth XD

Wed, 11 May 2011 01:54:37 -0400

It’s nice to invent a new soup called Tasty Chicken Barley. It’s not nice to invent a soup called Broken Glass Chowder.

Oh Ke$ha, you and your slutty ways always makes me laugh! XD

Tue, 10 May 2011 11:29:24 -0400

Oh Ke$ha, you and your slutty ways always makes me laugh! XD

Time for some Zs

Tue, 10 May 2011 01:13:09 -0400

I am in desperate need of sleep. But it’s hard to sleep when I spend an hour and a half talking with someone on the phone…oh well it was great :)

I was born this way…a crazy person with many quirks :P

Mon, 09 May 2011 19:00:02 -0400

I was born this way…a crazy person with many quirks :P

Someone once told me that I am a firework :D

Sun, 08 May 2011 23:19:47 -0400

Someone once told me that I am a firework :D