I have been restless for days now…no explanation as to why…probably has something to do with my friend Amber…I really am worried about her…I really hope she doesn’t have to move back home. Along with that I am upset with my lack of financial stability. I am going to be eliminating my bank account so I can keep better track of my finances. Worse yet my hours are being cut and my job absolutely refuses to work with me in regards to getting a second job…but I REALLY need one because I can’t live off of 25 hours a week. And then my ever fleeting love life…or lack thereof…I have finally accepted that it’s just not possible right now. Oh well…Night

Last night I went to Karaoke night as i always do on Tuesday nights with my friends. and I had my Tarot read by my friend and it was a major eye opener…I am now making a commitment to myself to get my life back together and remove all those who are holding me behind…including a guy whom I have had strong feelings for for the past year but has hurt me and ignored me many times…I have accepted that he was my learning experience and that he did help me in a way to mature and learn. I still have a long way to go before my future doesn’t present itself so bleak…pray that I will succeed in my endeavor